RIP Carrie Fisher
RIP Carrie Fisher
It’s been a week since I was at the L’Oréal annual XMAS party so let’s go with a recap of the event 😉
The day started out with breakfast with the whole Luxe Division, where I also got to meet our staff from other parts of the country. They were really friendly and some girls from the YSL-team came up to me and thanked me for doing a good job and helping them out through the semester which made me very happy.
Afterwards it was conference all day where our general manager went through the Luxe numbers/statistics during the whole year. I mean it was very interesting to see what sectors were doing well and what brands were strong (YSL were among the stronger ones but Urban Decay rocked the numbers). This went on till 3 PM maybe and after the conference, there were some farewell speeches for two people who were quitting for other opportunities. We had 3 hours to get ready for the XMAS party so I stayed at the office and changed my outfit to a white dress, the theme of the party was: XMAS. I decided to become a snowflake haha with the help of my friend at Urban Decay she put some extra touch with some sparkles!
The party was on a boat in the city and as we entered the place we all were surprised when we met the higher bosses in silly outfits haha man that was something you wouldn’t expect from them; some were xmas trees, frosty the snowman, while the majority of people were reindeer haha. The party started out with a presentation of all L’Oréal divisions with more numbers and short movies that each division had made. After we were seated at our tables, I got the honor to sit with the Urban Decay team and they were the coolest people on the boat and of course some of my favorites from other brands. The food was not the best to be honest, it was so-called “traditional Swedish xmas dinner” and my fellow interns were heavy with the drinks haha
The party boat
When the DJ started to play the song, I was on the dance floor and shaking my ass off with my friends and we so much fun. I was laughing and it felt good to think about other stuff and just enjoy life. I have been down lately but mostly because of Daniel but I can’t do anything about it! The party was successful and some were more crazy than others haha. I needed this evening! Now I have only one week left and then back to school again for my Master’s thesis!
– Hugs x heart –
My internship is soon coming to an end.
I will make proper posts about my experience at L’Oréal Luxe Division (Yves Saint Laurent) and share some stories and thoughts during the semester. Let me just say that it’s been a rollercoaster ride since August but no matter what, I’m forever thankful for this amazing opportunity that I got and I have met some really cool and kind people along the way. I have learned so much and I will be honest, this has been my dream job and I loved every minute working with a chic brand like YSL.
My final project before I leave is for the launch of new Black Opium and makeup that will come out early 2017 which I can’t talk about but it’s gonna be nice! It’s been really cool to see some things before anyone else but the most excitement was when I got involved in biggest launch of this years huge launch of our fragrance Mon Paris. Like I said, I will tell you more about it later so stay tuned !
This Friday we are going to have our final conference of the year where they will go through numbers and biggest launches etc. and later in the evening the whole company is having their annual XMAS party and the theme for this year is: XMAS. Some people are going to dress up and some will just have formal wear, but I will be somewhere in the between but I will try to take some photos and keep you guys updated !
Oh btw, look how sweet my fellow interns at CPD (Consumer Products Division) are:
They provided with skin care and hair care products, I was so thankful about their generous thought, they are so sweet girls so that cheered me up ❤
Hope you guys want to read more about my time at L’Oréal! Have a fantastic week ahead and we’ll talk soon ❤
– Hugs x heart –
It’s been too long right? I have not been thinking straight for the past 4 months in the world of drama and to be honest I have not felt like myself lately but after my internship I will focus on myself again.
Another thing that I have noticed is that since I have not been blogging that much, I’m loosing my connection with you guys which is not that fun but yeah I have been really bad at updating about things. From now I want my posts to be positive and happy again… I have been sad way to long! Hopefully you guys want to tag along because you all matter a lot to me! Blogging is my way to stay sane and express myself!
Love you all ❤
– Hugs x heart –
I’m so fucking disappointed at you even though I have no right to be so, wait! Yes I do! I have all the right to sad and angry at you! You know why!
But… what can I do about it?
Nothing, nothing at all!
I thought that I had my dose of heartbreak last year and was hoping for a better days. You showed up in my life from nowhere at the end of February through this stupid app and kept on insisting that we should meet. When I finally agreed to it (even though I had no expectations), I met you for the first time, March 4th. The moment I laid my eyes on you, I fell for you, yes it sounds so stupid but I can’t explain why but everything felt so right, like it was meant to be. The way you looked at me, how easy it was to be with you and the moment you kissed me, wow I was on cloud nine… I felt like home in your arms. But I guess you never cared for me the way I cared for you, because you were the worst in contacting me or showing interest, while seeing you flirting with other girls. Still we managed to get a second (last) date which to me was the most precious time ever and it was after that day I felt that you were the one I wanted to be with, but I was not like the other girls you met, because you don’t go for the good girls. I was not like them and that’s why you decided to ignore me for 3 whole months during summer.
I accepted that you never wanted to see me again after that day even though I felt bad not being with you but I never wanted to be the girl who made a scene about things so I let you go. I was living my life with friends and family, traveling and just enjoying the summer. Here is the part that makes me sad/confused! You wrote to me after 3 months asking how I was doing and wanted to meet some day, man this breaks my heart… I really thought that you had 3 months to think thing through and wanted to be with me. I had my internship in Stockholm yet staying in Uppsala just to be flexible to meet you but you started school which took most of your time. The only interaction we had was liking each others stuff online and occasionally writing a thing or two, but you never initiated anything even though you said you wanted to meet but you never asked. One day, I asked you out… you saw my message… never replied back and started to ignore me.
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To end this awful post, my heart got shredded into million pieces when I saw that you went back to your now 20-year old superficial ex while openly flirting/liking other girls social media and ignoring the shit outta me. You have ALL the time for her! I have been so so sad for the pass month, my heart dropped… again! I can’t explain why but you felt like faith, destiny or call it whatever, even my friends had so strong gut feelings about us. Our story was not normal or ordinary, we both felt something, I know it, there is a reason why you came back but I feel so stupid to believe that you would actually be with me when you can choose 100 girls to bang. You are soon 27 but let me be the one saying this to you: YOU’RE A FUCKING COWARD! You behave like a dumb teenager fuckboy! Grow the fuck up! I mean if I was not the one for you at least have some decency to end things right instead of ghosting me. I really thought you liked me. I really saw myself having a relationship with you. I was so proud of you for doing well for yourself, starting your education and taking responsibilities but something happened and it’s like you turned back to this shit ass player you were before.
At least my ex dumped me through the phone (2x) and in the end we ended everything in a civil way and still care for each other even though we can never be. I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel alone again, on square one…
You know what the saddest part is? That I still miss you and fall for you every time I think of you. Yes you are far from perfect and there are things about you that I hate but you completed me somehow. I have learned to accept the situation even if I’m hating every micro seconds of it but I have not come this far in life to let you ruin me, my self-confidence and strength. Yes it sucks to be alone but at least I don’t need 1000 shallow girls to boost the ego by sucking your virtual D and leaving you wanting more. You’re so insecure! I fell for the sweet guy that I spent hours talking about everything with not the superficial ass you are. I knew about your past but I accepted you anyways, I saw potential in you and took you for who you were. You wanted to change for better.
I so disappointed at you Daniel but another lesson learned for me. I guess I still have to some hard classes and heartbreaks to go before I can take my diploma in love. But… I don’t know what love is anymore!
I’m so sad….