Thoughts of the night

Thoughts of the night

I have tried to keep this blog positive lately and for me that’s a good thing, it means that I’m feeling good right now and enjoying life.  Yet, we have those days when we feel low and have the tendency to think a bit negatively, I mean not that I’m not thankful about my life, I am, but sometimes it feels like something is missing. I don’t know, I feel empty sometimes even if I have so much to be happy for. I guess some old habits never dies.

I have changed so much in a year which is crazy but mostly for the better. Last year my ex ended things with me and left me with a million pieces of my heart, at that moment I felt like an unworthy person who didn’t deserve being loved. I cried almost every night for months because I had someone who took me for me and didn’t judge me. At the same period of time I started my Master’s but crazy enough I didn’t let my heartbreak affect my studies and I passed everything and slowly started to accept things. I promised myself that year 2016 would be about self-love and finding myself in a deeper level. I gave dating another shot when I met Daniel and he turned out to be a guy I felt an attraction and connection with and it felt good but I guess he didn’t feel the same and haven’t contacted me since our date in May. Almost a week ago he like a picture at 3 AM that I posted 1,5 weeks earlier, which means that he went to my profile yet can’t write a freaking hello! Anyways, I hope that the next person I’m gonna date will be the one because I’m sick of these foolish games.

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I’m happy that I have grown and matured so much in just one year and I have a better self-confidence even if I can have crap days like this. What I love about blogging is that I can just express how I feel and just breathe knowing that there are people out there that understands me, in that sence I don’t feel alone but sometimes I wanna post good things and share my experiences with you. I have been blogging here for two years and I don’t regret a single second of it! Hope I didn’t bore you guys haha but I do love you all for the support that I have gotten from you ❤

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8 thoughts on “Thoughts of the night

  1. It seems that we all need to experience hardship in one way or another to grow as an individual. It’s never pleasant or easy, but it is necessary. I’m happy to witness your victory over adversity in this past year, and happy to call you friend.

    Rob

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    1. That’s really sweet of you Rob! You are one of my closest friends here and I’m forever thankful for all the support and love that you have given me. You radiate positive energy, that’s why people like you and respect you! I’m glad that you have been a loyal reader even if I have not been super active lately. Everything you wrote is so true, sometimes we need that kick in the head in order to grow. Hope you have a wonderful evening ❤ Love Nad

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  2. Hi Nad, as far as the feeling of “something missing” is concerned, I guess all of us feel that way, you are definitely not alone in this, so don’t feel guilty about that. It’s a part of human nature. Sure, yes maybe someday we can be content with everything but our age it’s pretty normal.

    Plus I’m so happy to see you progress and grow as a person! I have the same goal now, Self-love and being happy with the way I am. So cheers to that! 🙂

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    1. Thank you Zee! I’m glad that you understand what I mean, that’s one of the qualities that I love about you! Yes life have its ups and downs but we still have to keep our heads up and fight for ourselves in order to find peace and happiness. Also, I’ve learned that things happens when the time is right and NO ONE can force things to happen. What is meant to be will be! I’m glad that you have been following my blog for so long and I’m glad to have you as my sister! Love you lots and I wish all the happiness, good health, success and love in the world for you and so much more! ❤

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      1. Awh thanksss a bunch Nad for you well wishes. You already know I hope and pray the very same for you 💞

        And I couldn’t agree more with things happening when they are suppose to. We just have to be patient and keep firm faith.

        Love and warm hugs 😘

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