The boy and the rose

The boy and the rose

You should totally read The Little Prince (Le Petit Prince) by  Antoine de Saint-Exupéry if you havn’t done that already! I came across this quote and really liked it!

 On ne voit bien qu’avec le cœur.
L’essentiel est invisible pour les yeux

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You’re everything…

You’re everything…

Du är mitt hjärta, du är min själ, du är min andra halva, du är mitt allt… det gör fortfarande så jäkla ont att ha förlorat dig! Jag älskar dig än idag och saknar dig med hela min själ min söta guldfisk ❤

The emotional song from Saturday

Sonja Aldén – Du är allt

Du är allt jag nånsin önskat
Du är allt jag nånsin drömt
Du är den som får mig minnas
Alla drömmar jag har glömt
Och du är den som får mig hoppas
Du är den som får mig le
All min kärlek får du bära
Hela livet vill jag ge
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You’re everything I ever wanted
You are everything I’ve ever dreamed
You are the one who makes me remember
All the dreams that I’ve forgotten
And you are the one who makes me hope
You are the one who makes me smile
All my love that you carry
Whole life I want to give

Crying girl in church

Crying girl in church

Gosh, I just had 3 hours sleep yesterday because I had to hand in my home exam and I was really behind with the writing but I managed to finish it before even though I was not satisfied with the result.

Reason why I wrote it too late was because on Saturday I was invited to a friend’s baby baptism where some of my other friends also attended. I met up with my childhood friend, her boyfriend (who I met the first time) and two common friends, after we headed to the church. The ceremony was lovely and the baby was really cute and calm during the whole thing, then they started to play one of the most beautiful Swedish songs I’ve ever heard and I got emotional and started to think about my ex because all the words reminded me of him. My best friend saw me and asked if I was crying and I just laughed it away saying that the song was emotional and she agreed.

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Later on we went to the reception dinner where they served some good food, drinks and cake for all the guests, there were many people there and most of them where kids (very calm thankfully). We talked mostly and played some games, we also had some AMAZING sweets, cake-pops. I totally loved the decoration that was really cute and chic, yes I had a really good time and it was nice to do something else for a day and just hang out with some friends.

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Pink theme
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Fruityness
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Cutest cake ❤

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Hope you all had a great weekend and a good Monday! Now I have to sleep or I will be in zombie mode all day haha! Good night and sweet dreams ❤

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Hole in the wall

Hole in the wall

The weekend goes too fast  and it’s already time for a new hectic week! Hope you all had a great weekend! On Saturday I met up with my childhood friend who I hadn’t seen in two months even though we live just 10 minutes away with train but we both have been really busy so we finally decided to meet up at her place to have a girls night. We wanted to watch a series but it ended with us talking till 5 A.M. about things that had happened and it felt good just talking and hearing the other person’s thoughts and experienced. I knew that I was not the only one who felt a certain way but it was nice to hear that there were some understanding.

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As the hours went we both felt our eyes just getting more and more heavy so we decided to sleep and there was the biggest spider in the room and my friend took her notebook and hit it so hard that it became a hole in the wall, I could not stop laughing even if I was so tired that I was going to pass out! Poor spider and wall haha! Alright then, time for some sleep and getting ready for tomorrow gah!

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Sweet dreams ❤

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To be or not to be on time?

To be or not to be on time?

Don’t you just love those days when you know that you have the day off to do other things than school/work? Today was a day like that, and it all started with me going to the dentist to do some x-rays and take pictures of my teeth. One thing that I really don’t get is when you have an appointment a certain time and you arrive there earlier to not miss it, but THEY don’t show up in time themselves! 5 minutes passes, 10 minutes… 15 minutes… 20 minutes! Really?! It’s the same thing when you go to a job interview, and you hear the person having coffee and laughing with their colleagues.

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All those *blubb blubb* fishes

If I need to follow timing so do you! I don’t have all day haha unless it’s some emergency or other valid reason. Anyhow, I was there maybe for 15-20 minutes and then it was done. Now I have to wait for them to call me to see when I can start the dental treatment.  After that I just checked out some stores to see what was going on in the “outside world” since I have been isolated in my own little world but I didn’t find anything good so I went home haha.

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What hurts the most

What hurts the most

Another month has passed…

Am I feeling better? Well no, not really… I’m burying myself with school work to keep myself busy but sadly I still think of him EVERYDAY! I miss him like crazy and I’m still not over the breakup, it’s been really hard on me. It’s not like other times  and there were so many intense feeling involved in such short period of time. We have not been talking for over a month now and it makes me sad that he doesn’t care at all and I have some speculations on why but I can’t write it until it’s for sure that’s the reason. Maybe it’s all in my head 😦

I just don’t understand how a guy can say serious things like seeing a future together and being serious and the next moment dumping me saying that I need to forget him, that he is bad news for me and that he is scared etc. He brutally broke my heart and shredded my dreams into million pieces because he only thought of himself, and how to save him from hurting in the future without even knowing the outcome… no one knows the future so why sabotage when BOTH had feelings.

It’s really hard for me because he was my first true love and it breaks my heart everyday when those precious memories plays in my head unintentionally and it makes me cry. I don’t deserve feeling like this and hand on my heart, I did everything to save our relationship but it was one-sided. I don’t know why he just suddenly changed from the most loving guy to a total stranger. He was my best friend, my inspiration, my strength… he made me a better person and made me believe in love again which no one else managed to do for 3 years. I hate being on square one after feeling those amazing feelings that I felt with him, still do but now it’s not mutual anymore. Also I just got reminded today that whenever I talk to a guy that I find interesting, it ends up with him having a girlfriend so it’s not easy finding a guy who is right yet single aswell.

I know there are people out there with much worse problems and I should just get it together and let go. I wish that it was that simple, I really do! Something is still dragging me to keep myself loving him and I’m not ready to let go and move on quite yet. I really wish that we got our happy ending but there is a reason for things and maybe one day I will find out why. I need to keep convincing myself that it was for the best and that I did what I could but it wasn’t meant to be even if my intuition said from early stage that he was the one but I was wrong! I don’t know! I’m just having one of those days where you feel helpless and alone and it’s 1:30 A.M

I need to get some sleep! Hope everything is great with you and bless your hearts ❤ Talk soon!

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