I can’t believe that I have been blogging here for ONE YEAR! It’s crazy that people follow my life and thought (soon up to 600 followers). I couldn’t be happier and to know that you like me for me is just amazing! Thank you so much for all the support and love!
I know that I have been really bad in updating but it’s because my mind and heart is all over the place right now. Yes I falling for a guy who I can’t be with and it’s so frustrating and harder than I thought. I didn’t know I could feel something like this again and it’s scaring the crap out of me. I have anxiety and I don’t want to hurt anyone which is going to happen. I need to find a way to “end” it because it’s not fair for either of us (yes he have feelings too if not more). It’s more complicated than you think but that’s how it is. Gaah! I don’t want to feel anything, just shut everything off and move on with my life. Hoping that I get accepted at University in UK so I can leave everything behind for a while. I don’t know what to do.
Haha sorry for the last part! I want to say thank you for being wonderful readers and it means the world to be
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